Anxious

I find myself very anxious tonight.  I am anxious about tests due Monday.  I am anxious about the new lab rotation that also starts Monday.  I wonder if I will have enough time and if I can hold it together.   I am anxious that I won't be prepared for my one exam.  I am very anxious that my next lab rotation will under an overdemanding professor.  I am anxious that I won't get the break that I was looking forward to.  Everything seems so big and out of my control.  So I am begging the God of the Universe who loved so tremendously to become man incarnate in the form of Jesus Christ and pay for my sin that our relationship might be right,  I am begging Him for peace.  I want to trust Him and His sovereignty that He gives me clear vision in decisions, that He has good lessons to teach me, that He truly is leading me and is in control, that He will help me control my attitude so that in all things I can glorify Him, that He is using me, that no matter what He is capable and willing to provide for me, even when it is not how I expect.  Lord I am begging you for energy to get through each day,  I have been so tired lately.  Lord, I do not want to expend energy and be distracted by things that are out of my control and by things that do not matter.  Help me to trust in all things, even in this.