So it's a money struggle again.  How did our math go so wrong?  How did we both miss whatever it was that was missed?  Oh Lord, can you provide even now?  I am lonely and frustrated with so much.  I believe my parents will help, but this isnt being fair to them either.  Lord please help mom with this stress.   And Lord please help me with these bugs and give me wisdom as I look at new housing.  Help me give glory to you in each situation.