Yesterday I received some random encouragement from two 3rd years. One girl is from the lab I rotated in that I like the people but not the research. And she's just fun and encouraging to start with. And both her and another 3rd year that I know encouraged me that doing a fifth rotation is not the end of the world and its better to do a fifth than to be stuck in a lab that you hate.
I'm also concerned about housing for the next year. My lease is up in July, but to get out of it I have to provided a written statement by the end of June that I am leaving. There had been plans to live with another girl, but I'm having second thoughts because I kinda enjoy living by myself. And also, while the girl is fun, I wonder what I will morph into as I try to impress the "cool girl". Which I have recently realized I have been doing. Makes me miss a engineering school where cool had a different meaning. So to not have my lease roll over for another month, I need to have a written statement that I am leaving by the end of June. This girl that I am thinking of living with will be gone until the end of June. And I'm not going to sign a big year lease until I am sure that I have a lab, because otherwise I get kicked out in August. So I'm kinda going to just let the living situation "slip" through my fingers. I'm still of the opinion that if its important that you make it a priority. And while in Memphis most places want you to move in, in a month, I haven't seriously talked with this girl for awhile. Actually I haven't seen her outside of a group for at least over 2 weeks. And that speaks to me that its just not that important.
So I feel like I am stuck in a perpetual wait mode. But I've been there, done that before. God has been faithful before and I am going to cling to the promise that He will be faithful even now.
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