The worst part is, I never expected to become a rich or famous scientist, I just really enjoy it. So I want it for the sake of the work. Otherwise it would be much easier to entertain the thought of taking my education and turning elsewhere.
So now I wonder what my Lord has in store for me. I am fully confident that He has led me here. I now wonder how He will shape my future. I wonder what I will have to let go of and what will be beyond my imagination. I know the things I dream of both the impossible and the more practical. Here again is something that I really have no control over. And once again, I am going to have to surrender it to my King. Oh I know fully well it is better this way. I just don't usually like not having the delusion of control.
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