Give it up again

So I very much liked and cherished the idea of moving out of this apartment that I don't like in January to rent a nice house by myself.  Recently, reality has started to call.  I won't get what I want.  I probably can't afford what I want on my own.  And I realize this week, that I am gone a lot, so it may not be worth it and having a roommate would make sense.  

But I am kinda excited, though also nervous, of the idea of renting a house with three-ish of the other girls in my program.  Living with three other professionals will be nice.  And since we will all be in similar programs, there should be similar levels of stress.  And I am hoping that we should be able to get a nice place if you combine the rent that we all are already paying.  So it seems like it might be a sorority like house.  So interesting, but hopefully good.  The biggest let down of this plan is being stuck in this apartment until summer.  5 extra months.  

oh well.  Giving up one dream for reality that hopefully goes well.